Hwang Inguk! I told you not to play with slime so early in the morning!
The alarm of our house.
If it's a melodrama,
you are pregnant with Director Son's child.
If it's a comedy,
you'll become a gold digger who's after Director to change your destiny.
Why do our days come after another without fail?
It's a solid system that does not allow any error not even once.
Let's sleep more.
To reject today, I'm going to sleep until tomorrow morning.
You better come out! I'm really going to hit you today!
I'm going to report you!
My rejection is rejected.
Come down now.
Just because I have a strong personality, doesn't mean I'm physically strong.
Rice? Bread?
Come here. Eat something.
There's a renowned psychologist among my friends.
I just feel a bit frustrated.
I talked to her about it.
After losing someone you love,
one may suffer from sorrow, as well as hearing and visual hallucination.
A sense of loss is commonly shown in the mourning process.
In normal case, those things ends in two months.
It could be possible in Eunjung's case.
However, it's still an on-going research,
So, we can't give an accurate diagnosis to those who come for consultation.
Sir, can I see the 70-200mm one as well?
70-200mm?
Implicitly,
they're diagnosed as persistent complex bereavement disorder.
The symptoms extend to more than one year,
The reason why they're not able to cope with it...
...are usually found in the childhood relationship with their parents.
Basically, the family history.
Our family...
...was great.
That is until I came out to them.
Maybe I played a part in it.
Don't say that.
It is also my fault...
...that my parents are living abroad.
Hey!
Your travel journalist mother and photographer father...
...travels the world after raising up their children well.
They are searching for a place to settle down together for their old age.
Don't you dare ruin their coolness.
That's right.
Your parents were understanding about it.
They only pretended like they did.
Someone like them never even invite us once?
Eunjung lost mom and dad too because of me.
Pull yourself together!
Why are you acting like this too? It's terrifying!
Am I the only one who feels like this?
Am I the only one with that experience?
Okay.
I'm sorry.
I really hope that Eunjung could meet my friend.
I also hope that you can think of a way to do that.
Okay.
I'm worried,
and feel sorry for her.
I want to avoid it.
How do I tell her?
You just need to talk to her.
Eunjung is smart.
Besides, she loves you a lot.
"How hard has it been for my brother to talk to me about it?"
She will understand.
She's already heartbroken.
She'll get more concerned now.
Let's think of it as emptying herself,
to fill her up more.
Hello.
Gondre Rice.
Excuse me?
The menu for today.
What do you think about fried rice with seasoned thistle?
I've already eaten.
Then, let's make it for dinner.
I'm on my way to your studio.
I'm not there
What?
But I'm on my way.
I won't be going to the studio today.
I have an appointment.
Really?
Yes. Good bye.
So, that's what happened.
Oh my! You're only telling me this now?
When should I tell you then?
It's probably because you never been a housewife,
I'm busy but I'm bored.
You should have told me something that fun right away.
Mom, it's quite critical for me.
It turns out great though.
Things are working for Hwandong too.
I miss him. I like that guy.
I'm telling you I'm critical.
It's okay, you're not critical.
Why do you decide by yourself if I'm critical or not?
I can know by the way you're eating.
You're fine. You're eating well right now.
As if.
I'm being all picky right now.
If you want to be picky, you should have used a chopstick instead.
You're basically digging in with your spoon.
You're very sharp.
I don't know. I feel hungry because it's troubling me.
Are you more worried about the Director than yourself?
Do you like Director Son?
Mom, what are you saying?
Oh my, Jinjoo! It's the second time for me to see this from you.
30 years ago, I gave birth to you through natural birth.
Your face was red then.
Right now, you're flashing red!
Oh my gosh, I should tell your dad about this!
Why? Why do you need to tell your dad about it? Why does he need to know?
You don't know this because you never open a dry cleaner.
He's busy but bored.
I should tell him.
-I should tell him. -I bit my tongue, that's why!
-Okay, mom? -Okay, you like Director Son!
Honey!
Listen to me!
Is Ms. Lim and Director Son getting married?
That's not it.
Right, that's not it.
There's a lot of time when the rumors in this industry turns out real.
So many of it! Plenty! Right?
Well, I guess so.
It could happen sometimes.
Sure, that's right.
I heard she's pregnant.
-Gosh! -I heard she's pregnant.
-What? -She's pregnant.
I heard about it.
Why do you care about it so much?
Of course I do.
Beomsoo to you is...?
The living thing that I love the most from the one I couldn't get?
Me to you is...?
The living thing that I love the most from what I have.
From what you...? From what you have?
-Do you have anyone else? -No one besides you.
What is this?
It's great but not that much.
How do I put this? The feeling is like taking a walk happily...
in the afternoon after raining, then suddenly stepped on a puddle.
The socks inside my shoes are all wet,
but the weather is so good. Something like that?
It's the correct emotion, right?
Do you have to nitpick about it at work?
No. I'll be going.
Everyone already know why you have that expression, so change it.
Let's talk.
-I'm hungry. -I'll treat you coffee.
What?
So, you want me to avoid her?
You want the writer to avoid the director?
It's not the problem between the writer and the director right now.
Oh my gosh!
It feels like I'm attending a co-ed school again.
That's right. It's childish.
The industry is as small as a school.
Lee Dongmin and Kim Eunha were a famous couple in college.
But they appeared as a married couple in my previous work.
Kim Eunha's husband was also the production company's CEO,
yet he hired Lee Dongmin as the actor on his next work.
Do you think he did that to kill him?
Even you dated Solbi while working for the music for your drama.
Do you think you won't ever run into her?
You will! So what?
The same goes for Ms. Lim. That means you had a long haul in the industry.
It also means you're competent.
It sounds like I'm really dating Ms. Lim.
Nothing impossible about it.
Just do it according to the rumors.
No one dates to follow the rumors.
It's not just rumors though.
You do like Ms. Lim.
But why are you trying to hold your feelings? Why are you hiding it?
Stop it.
Shut your mouth, you jerk.
In my opinion, both of you like each other.
What do you think? Just date then.
Just get married and live together for hundred years.
Then, when one of you dies and when you have a funeral,
do you think the people who are spreading the rumors would come and say,
"The odd rumors finally ended."
The rumors would suddenly disappear like vapor in this industry anyway.
Do you think I don't know that?
Ms. Lim is a rookie writer.
How can she get used with people talking about her?
See, you're worried about Ms. Lim right now.
-You like her. -People like you make it worse.
Why do you have to turn consideration into a melodrama?
When were you ever considerate?
Forget it then. Don't bother about it,
and just do what you need to do.
Of course I do. I'm not going to drop the project because of this thing.
No, I'm not talking about the project.
The thing you need to do to the one you like.
Don't you know that?
How can an adult like you not know that?
But why are you suddenly...
...trying hard to make me date someone?
Why are you exceptionally passionate about it?
It's because of Dami, right?
It's working hour.
Lets do what needs to be done.
Don't change anything and just continue as it was.
I enjoyed your script.
How did I ended up writing what happened in the past for my script?
Do I really feel indifferent about it?
Or was I trying to ask if he still remembers them?
Gosh, I don't know.
Whatever the answer is, sure.
There's no reason why I can't write it.
Okay, be careful.
Gosh, this scares me.
-What's this? -Okay, you can't open your eyes.
-I won't. Okay.
We've arrived.
Please open the locker in front of you.
-This one? -Yes.
I wonder what is it? I wonder...
It's a flower bouquet of course.
If you were going to cover my eyes to give me something scented,
you should have plugged my nose too.
You're being too much.
Don't you even have rhinitis?
You...
What is this?
Here you go.
Have you been doing part-time just to buy this?
I'm fine with flower bouquet. I'm already happy with receiving it.
Just focus on studying.
You're giving me headache.
Go ahead and nag. I like listening to it.
How much did you pay for it?
Just everything that I have.
I'm going to earn a lot and give everything to you.
-Why are you so immature? -At least I'm competent.
I love you.
I need to scold you though.
But let's first settle what needs to be done.
So childish.
It's cute.
It's childish.
Have you ever tried something childish like that?
Why do you keep on making it as if I have a lonely life?
When I was young, I also did...
...did these things too.
I did but why can't I remember anything?
That means you don't have such memories.
You can only say that you've done it if you have memories of it.
I feel like it happened.
Was it my own experience?
Or was it my script? Or my dream?
What about you? Have you done such things?
Do you have memories of it?
I did.
The memories are so clear.
I just don't like remembering it.
Why? Didn't you say it's cute?
I met my ex-wife when we were young,
and we did all kind of things people in love does.
After the divorce, we decided not to talk about...
...other things besides child support expense.
Remembering back the memories you had with someone like her is weird.
It feels bitter.
Even so, I won't drink alcohol.
I'm going to work.
Let's eat together with Beomsoo.
-What? -Give him a call.
-Me? -Hurry and contact Ms. Lim.
Why should I?
Let's go to a seafood restaurant.
You call her instead.
-Let's drink beer mix with soju. -My gosh!
While eating seafood.
Yes.
Sure, I'll talk to the Director and call you back.
Okay, thank you.
Jaehoon, we need to pick out a casting team and a casting director.
Apparently, the team that the director used to work with won't be joining us.
Jaehoon?
Yes?
-Hold on a minute. -Hello, Ms. Hwang.
Hello, Director Son. Are you free to talk?
Yes, go ahead.
I got a call from Jeong Soyeon's agency.
The agency liked the script.
So, they've passed the script to the actor and she's currently reading it.
But from what I know, Jeong Soyeon will be shooting a movie in July.
So, her schedule overlaps with us.
The CEO contacted me directly and told me to arrange a meeting with you.
He probably wants me to cast his other actress with Jeong Soyeon as an excuse.
I'll try and meet him first.
What other actress is in that company?
(Lee Somin)
Right, Somin.
What?
Yes, it's Lee Somin.
(Lee Somin)
(It gets better at 30)
I was a college alumnus with this script writer,
but I've never met her after my leave of absence.
But we're meeting again through it.
I'm your college alumnus,
but I've never seen you after you took a leave of absence.
Now, we're meeting again like this.
Did you helped me with the drama?
Not at all.
I met the director by chance,
and told him that I'm currently working with you.
However, I don't get involved in the personal life of the people I shoot.
Was that why you told me about Minjoon being scouted by other agency?
The script is fun.
But there's no way I'd get the lead character part.
Why?
They probably don't like me. I'm not that pretty.
You're pretty.
I think you're the prettiest from everyone I've met.
-Why are you like this? -I'm being honest.
It's not the timing to cheer you up right now.
You look like you're in a good mood.
I have a question.
It was just for a short time but we were really closed before.
Why didn't you contact me after taking a leave of absence?
Did it happen naturally after you got famous?
It's because I hate you guys.
That's it for today.
-Thank you. -Thank you.
-Let's eat lunch. -I'm on a diet.
-Was that all? -Yes.
But I forgave her just now. She gave me a script.
What?
Lee Somin received my script?
I don't like that.
-What about Hanjoo? -She's prettier than me.
But I forgave her just now.
Because you said I'm the prettiest from everyone you've met.
I...
I think you're the prettiest from everyone I've met.
That's right.
Open wide.
Jinjoo, you too.
-What about me? -They all only like you.
But I forgave you.
Because you said that Minjoon is amazing.
That is...
...extremely articulate.
So?
Is that amazing person doing well?
You're wearing that on purpose because it stands out more, right?
Let's eat. I'll cook.
Sit down. There's something we need to do first.
Hey! Hey!
Darn it.
Is that something to say to someone who just kissed you?
I've informed the company that I'm quitting.
Good. I'll break one of your leg this time...
...to make sure you won't run away. I'll feed you.
I won't run away. You don't have to break my leg.
I'm going to move to Haenaem ENT. I'm going to be successful now.
I'm going to work until I become a CEO. Just wait five years for me.
What are you saying? You won't see me for five years?
Should I break your leg now?
I can't live without seeing you.
Haven't you realized that until now?
I know.
Let's not be considerate and understanding...
...because we're busy and away from each other.
Let's meet every day.
We meet even if we fought,
and grab each other's by the throat.
Wait, maybe not the throat...
We'll meet every day.
Every day.
This is so cheesy.
Let's just cover our mouths.
(Downloaded files)
-Can I come in? -Sure.
This is not a usual sight.
I have no one else besides you.
-What about Moonsoo? -Just you and Moonsoo.
What about mom and dad?
No one else besides mom, dad, Moonsoo...
-...and you. -What about Inguk?
-Hanjoo? Jinjoo? -Stop it.
Just tell me what you want to say. It's okay.
One of Arang's friend...
...is a famous psychiatrist.
She's been meeting her lately because she has a lot of stress.
Arang said she's good.
She recommend that friend to us too.
Okay.
I understand.
I'll meet her.
Director Son, over here.
The script is really fun.
It's because Ms. Lim writes well.
I'm supposed to bring Soyeon with me,
but she just finished a job and is currently overseas.
I never bother my actors when they're resting,
but the script is really good, so I send her an email right away.
I told her that she needs to read it right away and give me a feedback.
We can just meet up after she have read it then.
She has dyslexia, so she take a long time to read them.
I heard she'll be filming a movie in July.
Nothing's confirmed yet, we're still in the middle of reviewing it.
I'm not that inclined to it as it's the supporting role.
But the movie is large-scaled,
and she wants to film a movie too.
That means she'll be doing it then.
I've told you I want her to do this drama.
Does she listen to what the agency says?
She does listen to us, but she make her own decision.
What does that even mean?
That she's a good listener.
That's right. What do you think about Somin? Lee Somin.
-I knew it. This is how it goes. -No, I mean...
She might have not came to your mind.
Somin acts well than Soyeon.
-Has she ever acknowledged for her acting? -Of course.
-From where? -Internally.
Of your agency?
Now that I think about it, Somin suits the drama so well.
In your own perspective?
Just consider it. She'll audition for it.
Honestly, she's too big to go to audition. But she'll do it if needed.
She's working hard lately.
I even scolded her and ask her to stop working so hard.
Hello, Ms. Hwang.
Let's have a meeting about the casting.
Right now.
I'll head to your office.
By the way,
please ask Ms. Lim to join as well.
How's Lee Somin doing in the market?
She's hosting a talk show on a cable TV.
What was her last drama? I haven't seen it.
Her last drama was a weekend drama.
The rating was high but the drama focused was on the male lead,
She's been on a downturn since then.
I don't think her acting is bad.
It sounded like CEO So would give us Tae Minki for Jeonggu's role.
Tae Minki is on the rise, so he probably want to play the lead role?
It seems like he's unsure about playing the lead role.
By the way,
where's Ms. Lim?
She said that she needs to make some changes to her script.
But...
We're supposed to have a meeting about the casting, but the writer...
She said that she follow your opinion.
Should we approach other agency too?
If you could list down other candidates...
Firstly, I'll try to look up Lee Somin's drama.
Please excuse me.
Hello?
What's your plan for dinner?
-Let's hang out. -Are you lonely?
Hang out with Donggi.
Let's have a drink with Hwandong, Ms. Jung, and Ms. Lim.
That's better than looking like you are uncomfortable with each other.
It's true that we're uncomfortable with each other.
Never mind.
That's great. If that's the case, will you give a call to Ms. Lim?
Me? Why?
She might nag me about doing something useless.
I'm in the middle of a meeting, so send me the location later.
Why is it so hard not seeing her for a day?
You worked hard cooking the seaweed soup,
-why did you put noodles in it? -It's actually delicious.
You finally got a studio, why are you working here?
I felt lonely.
You should count your blessing.
I feel deprived when I don't get what I want,
but I'd feel lonely when all my wish are fulfilled.
That's life.
Thank you for the lesson, big sister.
Come to the sashimi restaurant in front of the broadcasting station today at 7 PM.
Let's have dinner together.
What is it this time?
Why?
It's nothing.
I guess I'm going out for another dinner.
-I'll be going. -Good bye.
Jaehoon, isn't the musical today?
Yes, that's right.
You should hurry, the traffic will be bad.
I will.
Aren't you getting off work?
You can go ahead first. I just need to finish some things.
I'll get going then.
Have fun on your date.
Okay.
We broke up a few days ago.
Would you...
...perhaps want to go watch it with me?
I need to pick up Inguk.
-Hold on a minute. -No, it's okay. I'm fine.
It's okay. Just hold on.
Hyobong, I love you.
-Fine. -Thank you. I love you.
Let's go.
Ms. Lim, over here.
That's right.
It's best for the writer and the director sit facing each other.
You should reach each other's mind.
But it's also not good to look at each other all the time either.
There are times when you need to do so. For example...
Darn it! I don't know.
I like how the two of you look together.
The future of Korean drama.
Ex-boyfriend and ex-girlfriend.
My goodness!
Sorry.
Is everyone here?
Hello.
You hid somewhere to be the last to arrive, right?
Mr. Seong, can't you go hide somewhere?
I'll call you for the check.
I'm lonely, play with me.
Just play with your puppies.
Are the preparations going well?
Yes, all thanks to you.
Don't say that. You got all your best crew taken away by us.
We didn't took them away,
-our schedule are just faster. -Sure.
Should I go ahead and take them away from you again?
Do you think they're like Running Man's name tag?
Why are you trying to take them away from each other?
-You got prettier. -You look the same.
What is this feeling of defeat?
That's not what I meant.
At our age, looking the same means that you got prettier.
-What's wrong with my age? -You're 46!
-You brat... -Why are you shouting?
I'm hungry.
I'm going to order whatever I want.
I love it when someone pick the menu for me.
I'm ordering for myself! Me!
-Go ahead and eat, 46! -Why are you mentioning 46 again?!
I don't know! It just came out as a reflex!
Excuse me.
-If you keep shouting, other customers... -Yes.
It was just like a game.
-We'll do it slowly. -Okay.
Pick something delicious.
At least we get to eat together with ease.
-Great, right? -It's not that great.
Is it not that great?
I like it.
It's great to get along well.
Hwandong's drama airing time has been moved to Friday and Saturday.
-Why? -They will air right before yours.
-Exactly, so why? -Why do you even ask?
It's to attract the viewers
If your drama airs after a high-rating drama,
that would be so beneficial for you.
You'll get extra one to two percent of rating.
That means you're helping me out?
-No... -It's Ms. Jung helping Ms. Lim.
It's also quite burdening for Ms. Jung.
Her old assistant drama airs right after hers, and they'll obviously be compared.
Even if it does well, it will just break even.
Yet, she wants to do that.
She might have an awful personality, but she's not a bad person.
The stupid ones...
...would always say that I'm not a bad person.
I am clearly bad.
Why? Because I have an awful personality.
I like being bad.
Yes.
I've dealt with plenty of people with an awful personality,
But you're different.
How do I put it? You're pure.
You're the epitome of an awful personality.
At what point do you feel that?
You don't overlook any small chance to show your awful personality.
I can see your sincerity when you express your heated emotions...
...through your facial expression and voice.
You purely get immersed into it.
I knew it!
You're smart.
You know that I hate you, right?
Of course I do.
You kicked me out.
I was jealous.
You're able to write a lot of things that I couldn't.
That still doesn't mean you're amazing.
I know.
Don't be too successful.
Don't be a failure either.
You were once my assistant.
Just do enough to protect my honor.
I will.
While we're on the topic,
please do me a favor.
Go ahead, just one.
Miyoung, Sarang or Soohee.
Can you let me work with just one of them?
Working alone is beyond my ability.
Looking for a good assistant writer is hard too.
Do you think they would want to go?
I'll persuade them if you let them know.
Okay.
I'll let them know.
Let me.
Let me pour it for you.
Thank you.
Let's drink.
Just go and play with your puppies.
I'll get angry if you keep that up.
Shut up!
Let's not talk about it.
What was that?
Mr. Seong always does that.
Let's take a group picture.
Okay, let's take it.
-We should take a picture. -Let's take it.
Only Director Son is seen.
I don't have to be in the picture.
No! You need to be in it too! All of us!
You're just taking a selfie that way.
Wait a minute.
Rabbit?
Rabbit.
I'll be leaving.
Please...
Rabbit.
What's going on?
No!
Rabbit.
Hop!
Hop! Hop!
How can you kick out your customer?
But she keeps on hopping around!
A rabbit hops! It's not supposed to fly around.
-Good bye. -Hop around outside then!
We're leaving!
Let's go!
Rabbit! Hey, rabbit!
Hello, I'm a rabbit!
Hurry up! Rabbit is bored.
I should go to the moon if I'm bored.
The moon karaoke.
The karaoke! The karaoke!
Rabbit, you can't run in the middle of the roads.
Stay on the side road.
Guys, hurry up! The rabbit is getting away!
I'm going home.
I'll take you home.
Why would you do that?
What?
Well...
So, well... it's late.
It's late, so?
So why would you do that?
The road on her way home...
-It's dark... -It's dark, so why would you do that?
Okay, take me home. I'll be walking.
Sure.
Hop! Hop! Hop!
-Hop! Hop! Hop! -Rabbit, you need to go slowly!
Rabbit, put your hands up!
-Put my hands up? -Bang!
Go away!
You jerk, where did you run to?
How can you let me handle the rabbit alone?
Hey, follow me! Aren't you going to follow me?
-Hop! Hop! -Rabbit! Rabbit!
-Rabbit! -You can't catch me.
-Hey! -You can't catch me!
Your heart is still upset, right?
You can't even enjoy the musical well.
No, I'm fine.
I keep on bothering you, don't I?
I'm sorry.
I won't be this way after tomorrow.
Go ahead and talk about Hayoon then.
You want to talk about her, right?
No, I don't.
Just do it, tell me all the bad story.
You're not being a loser.
I will think of it as a cute whining.
-The thing is... -You will only know after some resentment.
After some resentment,
you will start realizing your own mistake too.
Do it.
Start with "bad wench".
Bad wench.
-How can you say that to me? -What?
No, I'm sorry. That's not what I mean.
Bad wench.
She do hateful stuff.
I was not able to accept those hateful stuff.
She drinks alcohol.
She could do that.
But does she need to do it all night long?
And if she comes home, she should just go to sleep.
Why would she answer calls from other men?
That makes me so angry.
So, I hate her.
But that person...
...can't stand being hated for even a second.
I hate her so much.
But she wants me to love her.
So, even though it's weird,
I do my best to give her something that seems like love.
But affection that is mixed with hatred...
...can't satisfy her.
What worse is that, she feels lonelier.
What's worse...
...is that she starts hating me too.
And so,
she start doing more hateful thing.
It must be frustrating.
Two hedgehogs...
...got lost in a complex maze.
They ended up poking each other,
and start bleeding a lot.
When it gets too much,
they set the maze on fire,
and finally escaped.
The space they shared had disappeared.
And when they open their eyes,
they don't know where they are at anymore.
This place is...
...the place where a normal hedgehog lives at.
The hedgehog at that place...
...still need to meet another hedgehog.
A hedgehog can't meet a cat.
One day,
you will be able to find a way...
...to be with a hedgehog without hurting or get tired of each other.
What about you?
Have you found it?
No, I haven't.
I know that it's not right for me...
...to feel this way after listening to your story.
But...
I want to date too.
Why do you keep on following me?
I'm just going my way.
-This is not the way. -Do you know where I'm going?
How long are you going to treat me like this?
I am originally shy.
You weren't like that.
What would you know about me?
-Let's talk. -Say it.
Do it while facing it each other.
The rumors...
The problem that we're having right now isn't something we can deal with.
It's not a big deal either.
Compared to that, the thing that need to do soon...
...are a big deal.
We need to start casting,
finish the rest of the script,
and we also need to start shooting and get reviews.
It's quite scary and intimidating.
But don't you find it amazing that...
...we could deal with something that big?
Let's focus on the thing we can deal with.
All right.
Focus.
Let's do that.
There's also something that we need to settle.
It's incomparably bigger...
...than what I just said.
But you can settle it.
What else is there?
Exporting the drama overseas?
Season two?
It's me.
It's about my feelings for you.
I don't just like you.
I like you too much...
...that you need to do something about it.
We started learning about our feelings that we pretended not to know of.
We also know that the feelings will show eventually...
...even if we tried to keep it hidden.
But I never thought...
...that it's going to be today.
Yes, please come in.
Hello.
Nice to meet you. This way, please.
Have you ever come to such place?
Or have you received any counseling before?
No.
It's my first time.
What do you think?
It's cozy.
I thought movies purposely made these places seem that way.
I decorated some like in the movies, some are based on my own taste.
It's nice.
We usually would start with questions,
and only start the counseling after reviewing your answers.
Let's just talk.
I've heard plenty of things from Arang but if I act clueless,
it would start with lies.
How do you usually start the conversation?
From your job, your family background,
your drinking and smoking habit, and so on.
The most important thing is to ask about what I'm curious of.
I see.
I will just ask whatever that comes to mind.
You don't have to answer anything you're not comfortable telling.
Whenever you watch sad movies, or when you feel like crying,
does your tears come out easily?
Do you remember the last time you cried?
You can take your time.
Tears...
I can't remember.
It's been more than two years.
It was hard.
His parents came to the hospital just once.
I never left his side, not even for a moment.
He was in pain,
but I was glad he didn't hide himself until the end.
I'm glad he didn't push me away.
I'm grateful for it.
He was unconscious for a long time,
and one night,
he woke me up.
He couldn't even speak.
Yet his eyes looks so peaceful.
I could understand what he wanted to say at once.
He passed away by my side that day.
And then...
I can't remember after that.
No.
I don't think I've cried after that.
It's like having feelings without actually feeling anything.
How do you feel these days?
It's bearable.
What do you mean by that?
Well, I'm going through a hard time,
but when shooting a documentary...
...it would be weird if it's not hard.
It's just resentment.
That's a relief.
Then, let's think about something else besides work.
How do you usually feel besides when you're working?
I didn't know it before.
I was not aware of my own feelings.
But one day,
it felt like the feelings I have...
...were stuck on the floor.
Even when I try to take it off,
it doesn't move at all, like it is at its rightful place.
I think that's a positive sign from you.
-What? -Actually what you feel...
...is something that people with depression feels.
But for you, it's like finding yourself back...
...that's hidden at a cognitive stage...
...because of a big trauma.
It seems like you have a positive aspects around you.
I always have my friends around me.
We eat and drink together,
and talk to each other every day.
People say that it's normal to fight between women who lives together,
but we never fight.
I like that.
I envy you. You have such good friends.
Then, what about your relationship with your parents?
They live abroad.
-We call to check on each other sometimes. -I see.
Did you drifted apart from them?
No.
I knew that they were troubled because of my brother.
But I believe...
...that they've done their best for us.
What about your childhood memory?
There wasn't any problem.
Do you have any childhood memory that comes to mind related to your parents?
Anything is fine.
It could be when you were scolded or feeling happy.
It's nothing special.
But it was when my mom was working,
so I almost had no memories...
...of being with my mom in the afternoon.
I don't know what happened but she didn't go to work that day.
I think I was around ten years old,
and it was our school's anniversary.
She talked less than usual.
I was being cautious about why she's that way.
Then, she ask me at lunch about what I want to eat.
I said cotton candy.
There's a small park with two to three rides.
We weren't well off, so we couldn't go there often.
But mom didn't say much and took me to that park.
I ate hamburger and cotton candy.
I rode on 3,000 won rides.
I was supposed to feel excited,
but when I saw my mom, she was in a daze while sitting at the park.
I was young, but it bothered me a lot.
So, I also...
...just sit quietly next to mom.
What do you think happened to your mom?
I have no clue.
Why was she like that?
I never asked her.
If I ask her now,
I don't think she would remember.
So...
The day just passed like that.
Why do you think you're reminded to that day?
I'm not sure.
It was not...
...a memory that I remember because I want to either.
It's just...
I don't know.
I'm sorry.
It's okay. Don't worry.
What happened between you and your mom?
(Melo Suits Me)
Where's Hayoon?
I feel excited when I break up.
Because it's not the end, but a new beginning.
Message me if you still feel down when you get home.
I'll wait for you.
You feel glad seeing me, right?
Did you get a new girlfriend?
She has a kid, you're fine with that?
Help me up.
Just lie down.
Why do you say I don't exist? You don't need me anymore.
Die!
I'm going to kill this wench!
You both already like each other.
Postponed.
Do you have time for dinner?
I wanted to eat a dinner like this with you just once.
I guess you never lost someone while sitting down, not doing anything.
But you need to know how unsettling that feels like.
Director, what is love?
We are clearly changing.
It's the best thing in the world.